I Am On My Way!

Trust Nourish Follow Your sense of wonder And believe Know That it will be brilliant From spirituality and sensuality (#spiritual #awakened #ho) to going green and extrasolar planets (#team #natural #team #m104), I’m in complete awe of life. Can you imagine all of the possibilities that is around us, within us, that is us? CAN YOU…

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Love Liberates

If I said anything, I would lose Everything. If only people knew the things I’ve done… Good girl with bad habits. Anything that Confines and Tries to box me in, Has rules I must abide By and never question— I run. And every time I’ve tried to stay It runs RUINS me. I live my…

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I Don’t Know

I don’t know. And thank goodness for that! I don’t know. I’m 19 years old with ~ 19 years of shame, guilt, and regrets. I have been the cause and the effect of harm, and hurt, and despair — specifically to, and by, the people I love. Lied. Cheated. Stolen. Abused. Abandoned. Neglected. Destroyed. Yet…

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Too

“I’m 19 now, and I just… I just don’t want to feel like my life is over everyday.” Too vocal Too damaged Too rude Too emotional Too manic Too depressed Too…… Nothing made sense. It’s the 27th of February, and you keep telling me how this is what’s best. YOU WERE ALL I EVER WANTED…and…

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Corazón del Universo: Panamá 2015

From 1 June to 1 July, I was in La República de Panamá. To have the opportunity to marvel at my culture, language, food, music, people, etc. after 11 years is truly a blessing. From drinking legally to participating in other recreations not so legally, from dancing bachata all night long to pollo guisado y arroz for every…

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Kiara Takes NC-VA: In Memory of Grandpa

From 4 May 2015 to 10 May 2015, I was on a road trip with my family to North Carolina and Virginia. During this trip, we got to celebrate my grandpa’s life at his home-going. To know he’s no longer suffering brings peace to my heart. Thank you for watching the series premiere of That’s So Raven with me,…

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Miss Feliz Cumpleaños

I look in the mirror look at my phone yearning to hear you say that you miss me too, that you love me still From the moment I stepped into the barbershop yesterday afternoon, the reaction of “omg you shaved all your hair off?” has not varied. “Hello Beautiful, how can I help you today?” Cut all my hair…

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Am I?

“So, what are you?” AHHHHH, NOOOO! Not this question! My heart becomes heavy and my thoughts begin to race as I analyze each word in this probing inquiry. It starts to cut deep all over again… What am I? Well, I thought human–but I guess my opposable thumbs and skeletal based figurine say otherwise. Oh wait! Are…

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