DEM DA RULES: Part 1.

Debil I needed you because I got rid of everyone I loved…for the love of you. Betrayal became the frame of this new picture I made for us. Foundation of jealousy, mistrust, and “I was working late.” I made sure to bite my tongue a little harder when I was around you. My dignity long…

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Closer.

I used to write for the sheer joy of pen to paper, mind to memories, me to you. I was brought closer to love, to us. I can feel the first time we kiss and how I wanted those 6.1016 seconds to last forever. I can see you so clearly; feel your hands pressed up…

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Breath of fresh air.

A breath of fresh air That’s what we were in the beginning From our kiss up until… Until… When did it all become so fucked? I don’t feel like I’m a good person when I’m with you. Whenever I think about us, I begin to miss who I used to be. Before you, before us.…

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I want to forget.

I remember reaching for you with open arms, loving eyes, and a kind smile. I remember being so gentle and warm with everything I said, everything I did, not only to you but to the world at large because I finally found someone who could be my someone. I wanted to share this feeling with…

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When I first met you…

You always looked at me with the greatest admiration, true infatuation. Never taking your eyes off of me, your hands found their way to mine. Breasts, ass, neck, back, I—your every wish, your greatest desire. I remember your nephew had a crush on me. One afternoon, when I was outside with you, he spotted me…

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Hopeless & Hopeless;

When I saw you for the first time, somehow everything started to make sense. Mandatory first day attendance was but a suggestion, so 15 minutes late you were. Sweatpants. Hoodie. No care in the world. Great first impression. And yet, it felt as if you’d always been part of my life. My soul instantly recognized…

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