I want to forget.

I remember reaching for you with open arms, loving eyes, and a kind smile. I remember being so gentle and warm with everything I said, everything I did, not only to you but to the world at large because I finally found someone who could be my someone. I wanted to share this feeling with…

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When I first met you…

You always looked at me with the greatest admiration, true infatuation. Never taking your eyes off of me, your hands found their way to mine. Breasts, ass, neck, back, I—your every wish, your greatest desire. I remember your nephew had a crush on me. One afternoon, when I was outside with you, he spotted me…

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Hopeless & Hopeless;

When I saw you for the first time, somehow everything started to make sense. Mandatory first day attendance was but a suggestion, so 15 minutes late you were. Sweatpants. Hoodie. No care in the world. Great first impression. And yet, it felt as if you’d always been part of my life. My soul instantly recognized…

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Born in Venus;

The experience of life and feeling it through pleasure. Seeking more pleasure, all sensual. Vice and virtue. Conjuring the sacredness of the body for the purpose of just experiencing in and of itself. Finding awareness through I reach out for you, and you give back such a familiar sensation. Your hands remind me what it’s…

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Love, Storytelling 

When I think of what brings me so much purpose in this life, I think of the times where I was truly at peace: when people show me who they truly are, when I show others who I truly am. This has presented itself through my writing, performance, listening to other’s stories (i.e. my personal…

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5 more lbs.

In my deck of cards, 11 was never truly heaven—and 12 was most certainly hell. It was up until those pubescent middle school years I had always been the chubby one. And of course everyone who knew me always made sure to point that out every time I asked for seconds—or when I asked for…

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