The sweet life.

Fill me up until I go blind with you I can’t just be This person Empty with self-doubt And so I binge I have no boundaries Take up infinite space Repeat Till the point of no return Go further I Becoming unrecognizable Even to myself Especially to myself Sin pain

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Myself.

I do everything “right” Checking everything off my to-do list Check after Check after Check And as I sit here Alone I realize I don’t want any of this I don’t want any of this at all! I don’t trust Myself I don’t forgive Myself I don’t want to be with just Myself

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Over.

I love you. I want nothing but the best for you in life. And I think it’s best that we end this relationship. This relationship meant the world to me. You are my first love. You are my soulmate. We just are not meant to be together. May God bless you, your family, and your…

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They never tell you.

It won’t always be bad They aren’t even all bad Your family will fall in love with them, You fall in love with them To everyone It all looks so good From the outside Looking in …because you built this home Foundation of mistrust and Jealousy Brick by brick Tear by tear You couldn’t stop…

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Rebound.

You loved her For so long And just like that You Became mine Prettier more Mature And a life all her own I tried to fill you With my time Loyalty body Money Just to see you smile one more time One more time never came I was never enough I was never Her

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Your reflection.

I liked being the bad guy because everyone knows that the bad guys get to choose how much pain is inflicted. The bad guys don’t get hurt, they hurt. They hurt. Mistrust and jealousy became our outline that wasn’t made with my hands, but followed through just the same. “I would never cheat on you,…

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DEM DA RULES: Part 1.

Debil I needed you because I got rid of everyone I loved…for the love of you. Betrayal became the frame of this new picture I made for us. Foundation of jealousy, mistrust, and “I was working late.” I made sure to bite my tongue a little harder when I was around you. My dignity long…

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Closer.

I used to write for the sheer joy of pen to paper, mind to memories, me to you. I was brought closer to love, to us. I can feel the first time we kiss and how I wanted those 6.1016 seconds to last forever. I can see you so clearly; feel your hands pressed up…

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Breath of fresh air.

A breath of fresh air That’s what we were in the beginning From our kiss up until… Until… When did it all become so fucked? I don’t feel like I’m a good person when I’m with you. Whenever I think about us, I begin to miss who I used to be. Before you, before us.…

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